I just wonder where all my ideas have disappered to? I have ideas to write but just put my fingers on the keyboard, everything just vanish. I ponder upon, my life, people's life and life itself. I feel that life is like a big boat, you have steer the boat in a direction you want but sometimes the wind just push you to God knows where. In life we have responsibility, lots of them, to ourselves, to people around us, to religion, country, race and the whole world. we try to fulfill every single thing but it's not as easy as it should be.
Steering life is like being the Captain of a big ship. We have to steer it steadily. This is a vision and objectives that I have every single day and how i lead my life. When big waves come we have to hold on stronger, we have crew helping us but they have a choice unlike the Captain. They can be there when they want and leave when they please. How we plea is not important but is more important to save the ship. With the ship still in tact we can save the crew.
The Captain have to firmly hold on to the ship, no choice, if the ship sinks, so will the Captain. The ship is the life of the Captain, it's lonely to ride the waves alone but thats what the big ocean have to provide. Just hoping one day to ride the waves with a big smile...
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Sunday, January 6, 2008
"If you're ain't first, you're last"
I never though that time passes by this quickly, this blog use to be the place where i pour my heart to, to be as general as I can be so it won't only remind me of the lessons I can use but everyone can use. I tried doing a lot of things to keep up with my thoughts, from writing in my phone to doodling all over but i still can't find the time to put it up here.
Time passes meaning we're getting older each day. People around use grow older, wiser, mature and smarter, but it doesn't leave us from the fact that we often miss out on the things that we need to do, the responsibility and the authority that we need to uphold.
On one fine day as I was praying in the KLCC surau on the LG floor, i realised this small kid was following his dad taking abulation. This kid couldn't be more that 2 years old. He attentively followed everything that his dad did and followed every step of the prayers behind his dad. I was almost teary looking at that because I was once in the same behaviour as that kid, i had to follow my dad everywhere especially to the mosque and was so obedient that i didn't even move from my place because my dad asked me to up until i peed in my pants from holding it too long.
Looking at this and pondering on my past, i keep on thinking if i could do the same for my son. He's growing so big now and I often ask him along when i'm praing, wearing him his purple kopiah (prayer hat) and just putting him beside me. He knows that it's time to pray and he would just sit there and sometimes pressing his face on the prayer mat, smart boy.
I am in love with the responsibility that I have to do, i'm in love with the extra work i have to go through, i'm in love with the life that i have. I would not change even one bit of that and I thank God from giving me the strength to see clearly of the things that I have and not the things that i don't have.
Time passes meaning we're getting older each day. People around use grow older, wiser, mature and smarter, but it doesn't leave us from the fact that we often miss out on the things that we need to do, the responsibility and the authority that we need to uphold.
On one fine day as I was praying in the KLCC surau on the LG floor, i realised this small kid was following his dad taking abulation. This kid couldn't be more that 2 years old. He attentively followed everything that his dad did and followed every step of the prayers behind his dad. I was almost teary looking at that because I was once in the same behaviour as that kid, i had to follow my dad everywhere especially to the mosque and was so obedient that i didn't even move from my place because my dad asked me to up until i peed in my pants from holding it too long.
Looking at this and pondering on my past, i keep on thinking if i could do the same for my son. He's growing so big now and I often ask him along when i'm praing, wearing him his purple kopiah (prayer hat) and just putting him beside me. He knows that it's time to pray and he would just sit there and sometimes pressing his face on the prayer mat, smart boy.
I am in love with the responsibility that I have to do, i'm in love with the extra work i have to go through, i'm in love with the life that i have. I would not change even one bit of that and I thank God from giving me the strength to see clearly of the things that I have and not the things that i don't have.
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