Steering through the waves

I just wonder where all my ideas have disappered to? I have ideas to write but just put my fingers on the keyboard, everything just vanish. I ponder upon, my life, people's life and life itself. I feel that life is like a big boat, you have steer the boat in a direction you want but sometimes the wind just push you to God knows where. In life we have responsibility, lots of them, to ourselves, to people around us, to religion, country, race and the whole world. we try to fulfill every single thing but it's not as easy as it should be.

Steering life is like being the Captain of a big ship. We have to steer it steadily. This is a vision and objectives that I have every single day and how i lead my life. When big waves come we have to hold on stronger, we have crew helping us but they have a choice unlike the Captain. They can be there when they want and leave when they please. How we plea is not important but is more important to save the ship. With the ship still in tact we can save the crew.

The Captain have to firmly hold on to the ship, no choice, if the ship sinks, so will the Captain. The ship is the life of the Captain, it's lonely to ride the waves alone but thats what the big ocean have to provide. Just hoping one day to ride the waves with a big smile...