Superman?

A friend asked me to do this survey, here's the result:

Your results:
You are Superman

Superman 100% Spider-Man 100% The Flash 100% Green Lantern 100% Catwoman 80% Supergirl 70% Batman 60% Robin 60% Hulk 60% Iron Man 60% Wonder Woman 50%

You are mild-mannered, good, strong and you love to help others.

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How balance works

How much do we believe in balance and how much do we believe in karma which emphasize in balance? do we realise by getting money, the only way to balance it is to use the money, the only way to balance up food in our supply is to eat it, to earn more is to sacrifice something, when there's sadness there's happiness, when there's happiness there suffering, when there's rich, there's poverty.

But i guess the main point is the balance of sacrifice. We sacrifice our thoughts, our happiness for others. One thing i realised is that through my life, I've always been there for people, giving and contributing my life helping people in need, in need of advice on life, love and etc. Just one superstitious thought is that whenever i do give such advice to people, it takes away from things that i own. If i was to advice people on life, its takes away some sweetness that i have in life, if i was to advice on love, it takes away the love in my life.

I have always believed that our mouth are closer to our ears and we are the first to take words coming out from our mouth to our thoughts. Probably its just a superstitious thing but it doesn't stop me from being who i am, if i was to sacrifice for something i feel i needed, let it be...I'll be there where i have to be...

The Al Quran starts from right to left so that the words and meanings of each line goes straight to our heart which is on the left side of our body...let it be told...

Fear

What do we fear? This morning i woke up around the same time as any other, enough time before the sunrises and having time to check my work and personal mail for any updates and decided to write something.

Weakness and fear is definitely align with each other, with fear we are often forced to imagine, visualize, think and be emotional on things we're not exactly suppose to be worries about. How many times we wake up feeling tired and afraid that we're gonna fall sick later on in the day, how we are afraid of the jam and our car might be stuck and etc. But things more crucial than that are things such as fear of making mistakes, losing someone, facing something and experiencing something.

I've came across men's greatest fear, it outlined so many things, from hair loss, to death, to pleasuring women, rejection.

Basically the ranking from #15 to #1 are:

#15. Hair in the drain - Getting bald? What's the problem with that? I think some people would look better and i guess it does happen. If you hair doesn't get thinner and it'll get thicker, so either way we have to live with it.

#14. Getting caught noticing other women - Women and are asset and precious and gemstone. If we see them especially those pretty ones, how could we resist from looking at them and this goes for the women who stare and the hot guys. Isn't it just a blessing?

#13. Rejection - Rejection happens all the time, if we apply for a credit card, load, leave, we could also get rejected, so why wouldn't a women reject us, so we'll just have to try harder and we'll get there, hopefully

#12. Super nannys - Scared being around strong women? or people who'll be able to take care of your kids, ridiculous, let them do their job and you do yours

#11. Speedos - Why should be fear wearing speedos, women spend millions of dollars getting bikini wax and whatever things they do to fit in their swimsuit and bikinis, so if we just don't suit a speedos, do something about it.

#10. His dad's death - On this, i must agree, i don't think it's more towards our own mortality but more towards someone we depend on and someone we take as a model, without them we just might get lost.

#09. Her tears - This is without a doubt, this is one of my main weakness, i just can't see people cry, i just can't..

#08. Being lousy lover - This is another ridiculous things. Guys buy so many things to make their "thing" work, bigger, last longer but they don't realise sex is simply a two way interaction. You can have big "thing" and can last only a few minutes and last hours but have a hardly visible item. Either way, work on it, takes time to master.

#07. Not being good to his kids - Taking care and being good with kids, require practice. A lot of it, learning what kids wants and how kids want it. We'll get there

#06. Living paycheck to paycheck - Money means getting thru to women so it's true, we're afraid of not having enough money..sux rite..no money no women

#05. Beautiful women - Are we intimatdated, just keep in mind they are who they are and we are who are, either way, they love people who are not their arrogant kind because they know how it is to be around their own kind

#04. Being naked - I think being naked is subjected. Being naked in public is pure stupidity but but being naked around naked people are seamlessly nothing, who cares, we should be proud with what we have.

#03. Tofurky - Healthy food? it's good to have them, think about it

#02. Not seeing his kids grow up - Who cares!! Just joking, of course, one day not seeing them, we will definitely miss out on a lot of things.

#01. Public humiliation - Who isn't but either way, we'll experience it once in our life, I've feel from a stool in public before, embarrassing but what the heck, sumtin to giggle thinking about it.

Unexpected

We walk a path that ourselves are uncertain, it may turn out fine and it may not. We work hard for every bit of our ventures in life. Sometimes we just would never know why we get sad when a friend goes away, how we get worried when someone have not contacted us, we worry the safety of people around us, how we care someone more than we expect to, how we send out messages wishing someone on a certain events. Are we a politically sound people trying to satisfy everyone, or are we a caring person or just someone who loves to do such thing and be annoying to some.

On the other hand we would never be able to predict how the other side would feel, whether they take our sincerity seriously and recognise it or just think that we're plain, that we're caring for no reasons. I think the moral of this post is just to be yourself, if you care about others then just care, if the other person doesn't recognise it then it's too bad, life goes on and there's people to help including ourselves whether we know it or not...

Simpler solution

Through days and weeks i've been trying to ge through to myself to help people in their problens. work, life, etc. It seems so hasty, it seems so complicated and handful to handle. Such problems or any problems for that matter seems so big and to find a solution would seem impossible. I came across and article on how a solution has made simple by focusing on the solution rather then the problem.

NASA had an ultimate problem when they had to use a pen in space as an ordinary pen would not work in a zero gravity environment. The spent millions coming up with a solution and finally manage to make a pen that has pressurize tube for the ink to follow to the surface of the pen. As hard as they had to find the solution for this, the russian made a call to just a pencil instead

On another occasion a cosmetic company was faced with a reputation damaging situation when a person complained that a soap box that was purchased was empty. The company has to purchase an expensive X ray machine and employ people to sit and eatch every box that comes through before ready to be delivered. Then an employee decided to step up and just with a blow fan placed by the conveyor belt, the fan would blow the empty boxes and sperate it from the others which are ready for delivery.

IN case we usually focus so much on the problem. We think too much on what to eat which we shouldn't as we eat to fill up our stomach rather than pamper it, what we wear (i guess we have to) but the actually fact it's just for us to look good and protect our skin, who we fall in love with. In terms of love, who are to judge, who are we to let ourselves be hurt to learn the hard way and the solution to this is simply love someone who's ready to love you...

Take my hand

Are we the saviour people are seeking for? can we save everyone? can we save ourselves. We often seek many things in life, once we cruise on the high roads we tend to miss out on the things happening by our sides. When trying to reach the sky, we miss out a lot of things on the ground. Once people move on the seek better life, better days, better everything they also miss out on the values that they have. It's a wonderful life out there, but we seldom see it when we are stuck in a small hole.

We try and try to make our life's better, for some people out there, they are looking for people that can make their lives better, make everything better, but with that we usually overlook things, we overlook the person, if a commitment comes easily then we have a long run and this goes versa but those who doesn't. How much we try and that is how much we get. How much we learn that is how much knowledge we get. We also tend to forget how much we worth, how much our value in the eyes of human and in the eyes of God.

We have the right to rate ourselves, we value more than what we expect. Sometimes the love we are looking for is right in front of us, maybe that person is the one we're looking for..and again maybe...no one knows except who are willing to search for answer...ponder...

We leave thoughts for people to think...

Will our words be remembered when we advice people? will our actions be remembered when we save people? Whatever it is we would allow ourselves to help people around us, give advices, give moral support, help others in any way possible. We tend to automatically assist people when they need us the most.

Love for couples...In loves people gets hurt unneccessarily, people tend to give in too much to love. I would think that the best way to avoid from being hurt is to but a high barier of falling in love before any commitments.

Do we?

Can a doctor heal themselves? can a Gypsy lady tell her own fortune? did a superhero able to save himself? what I'm trying to say that there's a lot of things that we help others and yet we can't help ourselves. The only thing we can do is to learn something and just hope once we pass on the knowledge others will be able to help us when we are in need.

In life we often depend on people, depend on people when we are in need the most. Can we see ourselves if we're not looking in the mirror or someone telling us about whats really happening around us. Do we know when we've been fooled, when we've been played. We have to be on out toes all the time, but we all know, being on your toes is painful and tiring

Excitement

Have you ever grinned after watching a scene from a movie or drama? ?ave your hands or feet twitched when you see a fighting scene from a movie? Have you ever went through a night where you can't sleep thinking of the scene you saw from the drama you just watched?

Not only dramas, movies or any other media types effects us directly, but we go through the similiar situation when see things happen around us, people around us. It's ratehr wonderful how these things effects us, makes us stronger or weaker, more motivated.

Is it true, you are more in love with a person once you sacrifice something rather than getting what has been sacrificed to you?

Life is Life

Before i make anyone ponder more and more on life probably let me share a thought that came across my mind. Let me change the thoughts into questions and answers. Why are brought to this world when God already know whether we'll end up in heaven or in hell? Why are brought into this world in God already know that we'll be doing good deeds and end up in heaven or we'll be doing sins again and again and end up rotting in hell? Why are brought into this world if God already know whether we'll be famous and prominent figure that will help the poor, with a wonderful family and lots of money or we suffer, with bad health, a prominent porn star which ends up with Aids or something.

This is because God is The Almighty, he has nothing to lose to let us follow our destiny, follow our paths in life, make changes from bad to good, improvise, contribute and make the best of our lives. This is the scenario we should be thinking. If we were in the classroom, the teacher would already now that a particular pupil will end up failing his exams and fail through his years in school because he's never been serious about school and some who will end up getting the best student award just because of his and hers effort. Nevertheless if the pupil decide the change his destiny and take school more seriously, follow the guideline, rules, reading the syllabus, we won't be surprise the pupil will end up taking the award from the best student and end up being a better person than the rest.

We follow our paths, if we're not the one who makes changes, then no one can help, if we're not the one praying to God, then who will God grant the prayers to? if don't give what God wants then why should he give us what we want? Even a rolling tyre has many sides, lets us just our best side of life and stick by it..ponder....

Whining road

Actually i hate whining...i see it as a form of weakness but if i really look on the other side of it, i guess it's just simply that i never had anyone to whine to. I've always walked down my path of life spiritually alone although someone physically is there. I have always trained myself to be strong, stronger than what the definition of strong means to me.

We have a sense of instinct built in us for everything, if we were to fall, we have a mechanism in our body and mind to protect our head first, if we feel heat touching any part of body we will run away from it. Therefore running away from something is an instinct and for me strength and weakness are on the same boat. Should we please others before we please ourselves...it's up to you.

Yesterday an old comrade passed away of a heart attack. He was not more than 30 years old. The night before, he went to play futsal or street soccer. Dropped down and was pronounce dead of heart attack. One thing to share on this is between theory and practical. Upon knowing this, i told most of the people that i assumed would come to the funeral to be aware of what to do. Don't talk bullshit, don't waste time and just think about life and death.

Did you know by reading the Quran for 3 days or a week or a month or maybe more contributed tot he deceased, the 'hikmah' would never reach the deceased. It is said and written that the only things that can help the deceased in the after life is such as donation (sedekah jariah), payers by anak yang soleh and one other thing that i forgot. the Al Quran is brought down to us for the use of the living. To be guide us through life and to be the saviour and to help us prepare for after life.

I did say this while waiting for the deceased to arrive, it's kinda harsh but they need to know. I didn't guide them all these time in work to forget about religion. And most of them who were interested to attend the Tahlil later on that night seems to be expecting a rather nice reunion. And some of them doesn't know the manner of visiting the deceased, some spoke of how he smoked too much, how he had a hot spanish girlfriend and how has a child out of wed lock.

Why should we worry about the people who have left this world, we should be a worry about us who have a lot more to face, a lot more deeds to gain and a lot more sins to make...lets ponder on that

Responsibility

Did you know that a cockroach is able to live for a week without it's head, there it'll die from starvation. Just a funny fact to share on this wonderful morning. And again i'm all awake, i have my legs up on the coffee table with my laptop situation as it's name, on my lap.

Throughout my youth days up to now, i do still remember people coming to me seeking advice on life and relationship. I had to think hard what was the best advice i've given and i would say it's "don't marry someone you can live with, marry someone you can't live without". I think that's the ultimate all time favourite for me other than categorising men and women as car make such as BMW, Merc, Toyota and etc. I don't judge and classify people but it's just to let people understand between the exterior and interior part of human.

If i was to ask a person to find the most beautiful flower in a jungle without ever turning back on the same road, i don't think they'll end up with anything. You would probably find a beautiful flower and just head on thinking that they'll be a much better one, but just maybe your assumptions might be wronga nd end up coming back empty handed. Our hearts and brains actually aligns, we can tell what we want and yet resist and deny it at the same time but one thing is for sure, something from the heart is the purest...

I'm trying to understand

What did i do wrong? Am i lacking of something? Am i giving too much? Am i a bad person? What did i do?

These questions runs through our heads again and again. We are often asked to think on the good side, we are not wrong, we are not at fault, it's their lose and whatever but for me i prefer to be in the real side of life, face facts, get criticism and face life, stare life right in the eye and do what you have to do. I am trying to understand people, understand women and guys at the same time. Trying to ask the questions above, whether it's my fault or is it theirs that nothing seems to be quite right. Although it's not all the time that it's not right but why am i the one to apologise, why am i the one who gets kicked...

One of the lines i take into my life is "Did the captain of the Titanic Cry? did he? Eventually he didn't, he stood by his ship when it sank, fighting in honor till the last minute. This is what i do, i won't run, i won't insult and i won't resist the problem and yet resolve it so it'll become better, a better day, a better tomorrow and most of all a better life.

I want a life without problems, serenity as they call it, that is what i want for myself and for the people that i love. I will stand for the people that are important to me, through ups and down, through hardship and through laughs and cries. This is me and i will be who i am for the rest of time, this is me to face what life have to offer, not for me but for you!!!

And again

And again time hasn't been the bestest friend to me to do my writing. Yesterday, i think most of us went through the Monday blues. For me it's not only Mondays that we go through the "blue" but all week, it's just that Monday has to exceed the expectations of the previous weekend.

In my life before, the meaning of weekend and weekdays has the same meaning and difference of between beehoon goreng and mee goreng. Everyday was a struggle, it's all about work, expectations, leaping higher and higher. Regret. Regret is not something I have in my dictionary of life...i did lose out on a lot of things in my life due to trying to chase my dreams, such as youth life, enjoying my self and a lot more things. But we have to be able to weight between the good and bad, and when the advantage or good exceeds the versa, then it's definitely not something to regret.

I've gained a number of precious and valuable experience in my life. I would never deny they are people who are much more luckier than me to get experience the easy way, but i did crawl just to catch up with those people and i did. No moving in a slower pace, i feel confined, i don't feel as free as before, I'm not able to demonstrate my true potential anymore, i don't create the networks that I'm able to build anymore but nevertheless, I'm learning a lot as well. I'm learning things that hasn't been my field, this demonstrate that I'm able to adapt and learn so much in so little time. I have nothing to prove to other, but I'm here just to prove to myself that i can definitely do it...whatever it 's, it's 7:40am now and I'm off for a jog...and prolly nasi lemak ganja later... :)

The first input

I myself am not sure why i'm starting this blog but however i feel good about this. I would consider myself as someone who loves writing, but always have the lack of time. And when i do have the time, i end up forgetting what i wanted to write about.