What did i do wrong? Am i lacking of something? Am i giving too much? Am i a bad person? What did i do?
These questions runs through our heads again and again. We are often asked to think on the good side, we are not wrong, we are not at fault, it's their lose and whatever but for me i prefer to be in the real side of life, face facts, get criticism and face life, stare life right in the eye and do what you have to do. I am trying to understand people, understand women and guys at the same time. Trying to ask the questions above, whether it's my fault or is it theirs that nothing seems to be quite right. Although it's not all the time that it's not right but why am i the one to apologise, why am i the one who gets kicked...
One of the lines i take into my life is "Did the captain of the Titanic Cry? did he? Eventually he didn't, he stood by his ship when it sank, fighting in honor till the last minute. This is what i do, i won't run, i won't insult and i won't resist the problem and yet resolve it so it'll become better, a better day, a better tomorrow and most of all a better life.
I want a life without problems, serenity as they call it, that is what i want for myself and for the people that i love. I will stand for the people that are important to me, through ups and down, through hardship and through laughs and cries. This is me and i will be who i am for the rest of time, this is me to face what life have to offer, not for me but for you!!!
