I'm just glad that i finally found the time to write here. Just sit back and finally write something. I don't wanna really pour my heart as i think that personal things stays personal but i wanna be transparent enough that people understand and take positivity out of it.
I've moved into a phase in my life i myself never thought i'll go through. More challenges but to me it's all good. being perceived as strong it's seldom i would be seen consult people about things i go through but i do. for me i go through many things requires big decisions, some may say it's just my fault, having to look for things even beyond my reach and some understand it's a need to reach further for you to appreciate life.
I am gifted to have people that i can share everything with. I have someone being there for me and making me be myself. Making me true to myself which leads to being true to everyone surrounding and most of all being happy automatically. Making me feel appreciated and making me live what i have and struggle to reach higher point in life sincerely. Accepting things around me and the people in my life also brings more love for each other.
A terrifying thought just crossed my mind these few days. I love my son, i love that cute baby. I imagine one day he had to be away from me, without knowing what's happening he just starts waving at me. It still flashes in my mind every second...ponder...i have to
