I finally made it to make myself jog on the second day. This year i had ended up joggin once a month rather than the original plan of day to day morning activity. I am extremely disappointted with myself but i think sometimes i'm just overcome with responsibility to do other things.
Talking about responsibility and discipline, ethics and etc, i've always been the person that maintained that to the highest standard. In my life i had people quitting their job simply because coudln't reach the standard that i've put which they do not realise that i have put higher standard in myself, personally and professional.
Let this story be told, i came across a person that was not different from me. He was trying to help a girl, pretty, cute and extremely lovable to get back on her feet. She could manage but an extra hand wouldn't hurt. He did what he had to do, day after day without thinking what's the end of the tunnel except for the girl's happiness. But it became too personal, when you come across something you just can't resist from, what for you lose out on it, you might not be able to come across it again. but he knew better that he wasn't good enough and the girl obviously deserves better but he didn't resist the feelings. he can't help it, the feelings gotten in too deep...now it's too late..he's alone again
