These few days I've been looking back, back tracking my years, what I've become, what I've achieved and trying to target what I want. Probably this post i shall tribute to my bloodline, where through this bloodline i was taught how to be a leader. I remember when i was way younger even during my primary school years i was already taught to wear smart, make sure its a collared shirt, pants, preferably no jeans...thats why even now you will seldom see me wearing jeans except the one i crazily subconsciously bought in the states, i had to have a belt on and shoes, always shoes...no selipar jepun that i love wearing so much nowadays. hehe.
Even at that young age i was constantly reminded on how i should talk, what i should achieve, what i should target...i was exposed to social function and other important events. When i was in my secondary, i was taught to think smart, think how to lead, make decisions..never be unsure and say i think, yes "kot" or answer yes or no instead of uhuh and how to stare down a person and talk to a person straight to their eyes. To feel how a leader should feel, lonely...had to make tough decision, to face the most difficult things.
After school during university days and throughout my working years i was still reminded but at this time I've created my own ways. I was a person who just couldn't wait to practice what I've learned and gained all these years. I ended my studies as quickly as possible, started work as soon possible, mastered all the areas i could, make millions as quickly as i can, became directors of as many companies as possible and do just what i can...and the most tough part is that now I'm not the person that had that gentle heart anymore...
